RWAC's PFS log: THE PATH TO GLORY!!

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Yo Rebel, do you have orthodontic retainers? Noticed your nickel is pretty high. TEI did a newsletter on it and the possible dangers of orthodontic retainers. I do have them and on some test my nickel was high as well.

Also the muscle part sounds familiar, I hope I can gain some mass easily again in the future, felt good to have some mass.
Yea I do bro. Damn! I remember looking at the nickel and seeing it was high but my brain was too much in a fog. Maybe we need to get them out then, would be better for recovery.

Also did not want to end yesterdays message with a "downer". My vision is almost 100% on some moments of the day. Like high definition. Although I am still tired it is cool to be able to see normally on some moments.
 

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Man this stuff is doing something. Might be a copper dump. Although I also have the high zinc type of feeling where you get a bit negative and anhedonic towards life. Plus a feeling of horror sometimes. Like deep loneliness and scared of things. Really weird feeling.

Not sure. I also get weird ideas in my head like spiritual stuff thinking people are upsetting me on purpose or annoying me on purpose. Taking my energy. Or flashbacks from my childhood and get that same feeling (often pleasant) I had at that moment in time as a child. Is that high serotonin?? I read high serotonin can make you have like childhood flashbacks and stuff.

Also a lot of people in my life seem to react not well to my presence. Like at work my coworker keeps bothering me and treating me quite bad even though I don't do anything to him. He does it everyday. Like a bully. It does not work but it is hard to stay respectful to a person who does that.

Same for my parents. They treat me bad and are very cold to me. I get angry (keep it inside) and I don't understand how they don't see how they are disrespectful.

My friends still treat me good.

I am eating a lot of vegetables with every meal. Plus lean meats like beef, chicken and beans, legumes. Lower fat. I also salt my food with sea salt.

I miss my old diet a bit. Higher fats, carbohydrates, more protein. I look quite skinny at the moment.

I do not workout anymore since 1,5 week or so. I will probably start after this cycle again once I have enough energy.
 
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How are the sexual symptoms. erections libido . numbness etc
thanks for update
Do you even read threads or just post the same question on every topic you could possibly find
 
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Do you even read threads or just post the same question on every topic you could possibly find
Yes i read his thread. i have been following his progress.
I saw his recent update today and he mentioned changes etc. All I asked was if sexual symptoms are chainging too this week. If he wants he will answer.


I dont know why are you getting upset on this. ?!!
 
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How are the sexual symptoms. erections libido . numbness etc
thanks for update
When I am on TEI my sex drive and erections are lower. When I am off the supplements they tend to come back. I will put an update in March how I feel off the supplements in regards to libido, etc. Numbness is gone.
 

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Tried to add in more clean carbohydrates but feel kind of shitty now the day after. Kind of depressed. Not sure if it is the carbohydrates or something else. I also get the white candida tongue if I eat more carbohydrates than I did. Just logging that.
 
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Wow yesterday and today I had longer moments of pre-finasteride feeling. Not in the libido department yet. But muscularity was back all of a sudden, Plus calmness, energy and strength. And eyesight was good. Plus some emotion of feeling good/wanting to socialise. Will keep you guys updated.
 
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I think the moments of pre-finasteride were from the carb loading with white and brown basmati rice the night before. Maybe I am not eating enough carbohydrates - or it really was a short moment of normalcy. Normalcy as in most symptoms gone, not all gone.

The crappy thing about eating more carbohydrates is I get candida symptoms like the oral thrush and in my ears I get ear popping from candida. Although it is way less than 6 months ago. I had a period where my hearing was very bad and I did not notice it until that came down.

Anyways today I went to the dentist and got my braces removed because I had high nickel on the test.
 
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Today another good day. My temperature is way up. Sweating just sitting behind my desk. Plus I get the relaxed feeling again. So let's hope this is a sign of good things to come.

I am also starting running again and will do some weightlifting.