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true true man! ya not at work.
 

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@RebelWithACause Nice man, are you taking exactly the same supps now? right? like previous cycle?
Previous cycle I took: ZMC Plus, Calcium Plus, Minplex-B, Digest V-Zyme (same ingredients), Sympia (Dutch Sym Pack)

Now I take: Adrena (Dutch para pack) ZMC Plus, Minplex-B, V-HCL (same ingrediënten) and added glandulars

So not the same. Since now they see me as a slow oxidizer
 

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Alright the downswing saga has begun.

seems to happen everytime

feel good for a few days on the new supps then downswing for a week OR even longer.

The problem that I have w IT is nobody talks about IT in NB. They say "you feel good for 3-4 weeks and then have a downswing.

To me most of the TEI cycles is feelings like dogshit 24/7 w spurts of upswings of 2-4 days. This happens 2-3 Times per cycle

Is it BC we are so fucked up?
 

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felt great for me. now itll fuck up asthma cuz same cumbucket sluts who voted for trudeau made up fake anti vaping news, prevent me graduating, prevent law school, prevent lithium orders, etc. im going on a rampage, then doing tei. i bet it will be shit like everyone elses now instead of feeling good instead of balanced (who else water fasted 14 14d 10d 5d 26d 31 d, juice 2months, water 1-4d like 25x+ more since jan 2018?). so now instead of curing asthma, mood disorder, itll just make me look fat (who else worked out the last 16yrs straight? no one, that's what i thought). fucking will cost 500-700. ill call the shipping mtherfuckers a-fucking-sap.

Hahaha what a set of events, this is amazing :))))
 

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My left nipple is burning constantly. Might be gyno/estrogen. It started since adding in the glandulars. Could be a coincidence.

Otherwise I am doing fine. More mental energy for sure especially in the morning.
 

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I may have been ever so slightly pissed off (just a teensy tiny little bit) when i wrote that @supernature, also was joking. a dark joke but still.
I literally just wrote: 'Fuck All Of You Mofos.' On the ballot. I circled myself.
LMAO obviously a bunch of dumb socialists won't prevent my success. Less competition let them all collect welfare, smoke pot, and be annoying. I'll have an office and a condo in an otherwise empty building one day. With snipers on the roof. They want to be fat, listless, and incompetentand have poor hygiene, that's on them.
Good for them, I'm genuinely happy for them. I applaud those low i.q., jobless, manatee-hormonal profile having, hogbeasts for their courage in standing against fascism.
The multihair colored, fat, insulin resistant, facially pierced, permanently offended, dog faced harpies won. Good for them. [clapping]. How Brave!!
 
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Gyno symptoms/burning nipples could be the Panax Ginseng maybe they added in the ADRENA. I will just see for a few days what happens. If it does not go away I might get bloodwork and see what is up.

This are the options:

- Panax Ginseng
- Rhodiola (estrogenic?)
- The glandulars (adrenal, hypophyse, etc.)

I do feel better on these supps OVERALL minus the downswings. Not moody or sad. Just don't want to have actual gyno.
 

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I think you'll be ok man. Probably gone in a couple weeks. Unless you mean HORRIBLE burning pain. Probably you're on the right track. Monitor it. Doubt actual gyno.
Doubt it's even pseduo gyno at your weight and height (usually only happens to formerly overweight or currently). My chest was worse, and definitely at times on 4andro (tho I looked 3x as jacked, no one would say fuck all, I was a menace -- still am but more like skelator rite now). Went away, I guess with being off randro/4andro for months and months, and pct used months and months, and cutting down bf%. Could still use some cutting there tho, but I'll recomp a tiny bit more or get on harder shyt later.

I think possibly electrolytes, gut stuff, I'm certain a bunch of random things caused some nipple sensation. Also chest shaving all the time... could be that too.

My estradiol was tested on a range of I guess 0-160 pmmol/L (?), 37 initially pre water fasting for real.
 

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I think you'll be ok man. Probably gone in a couple weeks. Unless you mean HORRIBLE burning pain. Probably you're on the right track. Monitor it. Doubt actual gyno.
Doubt it's even pseduo gyno at your weight and height (usually only happens to formerly overweight or currently). My chest was worse, and definitely at times on 4andro (tho I looked 3x as jacked, no one would say fuck all, I was a menace -- still am but more like skelator rite now). Went away, I guess with being off randro/4andro for months and months, and pct used months and months, and cutting down bf%. Could still use some cutting there tho, but I'll recomp a tiny bit more or get on harder shyt later.

I think possibly electrolytes, gut stuff, I'm certain a bunch of random things caused some nipple sensation. Also chest shaving all the time... could be that too.

My estradiol was tested on a range of I guess 0-160 pmmol/L (?), 37 initially pre water fasting for real.
Ye I think it is pseudogyno symptoms. I had that before. Did you have gyno symptoms on 4-Andro/R-Andro?
 
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HARD to say for sure, but for sure, some skin/ fat was a bit worse looking. I guess either fat and muscle and water gain, or some pseudo gyno. mostly i wore l and xl shirts before pfs and all and m and l or xl (if super tight still), on those id wear bigger shirts, but there's also quite a strength and size difference in a way between 194-199lb and 171-175lb now. I'm sure it was randro/4andro (4andro. randro crushed estrogen for sure), and it was gone soon enuff maybe it was even gone between cycle one and 2.

it wasnt that bad at all and probably not even true pseudo gyno because i asked my friend in crash after crash post crash post surgery after jacked after lean, he lifts a lot too. he had chest surgery he said i was tripping.

BUT*** to me it was bad sometimes but during randro / 4andro phase, i just had to keep my head down and push thru, super worth it.
anyways TO ME it was kind of bad but that was the last thing on my mind, pre i was barely walking feb then mar barely at gym. end mar pretty strong. april machine for sure again, june insane machine. 2018. i did take some photos its just i looked bigger waist arms shoulders back all was bigger and chest. i did lose a LOT of weight too so anything that messes w that tends to make me freak out (literally was "always cutting mode" most of the last 15yrs, outside of times i forced myself to eat way way more and recomp).

actually i'm probably still always in cutting mode but now just conditioning fuck it. ill get more jacked later. and unlike skinny minny 175lb at 20, there's way way more strength at that weight now. and way more definition and vascularity.

Summary: @RebelWithACause , if it was there, it was likely gone in PCT from cycle 1 which was 6 weeks and cutting so less 4k 5k cal days more like 2500 3k etc then (tho was still on "stuff", kingsblood, so prolly still got super hungry at times but prioritized fat loss and conditioning/recomping rather than crazy gains, tho I did still gain for like half or more of pct). kind of want all that again but it is kind of stupid, start year 192lb perfect ish shape for me, get to 172 ripped to bone, end at 192 again, for what?? altho*** better recovery/ less pain probably. i just gotta turn off hyperness and overtraining. lifting LIGHT these days and decent reps not insane reps. tho did 700+ yday but slower.

100% stomach and chest water retention. fine everywhere but there (was LEAN 4 yrs or 6y pre surgery so what the fuck??), but yeah all that's gone now.
TEI water retn stomach only, maybe chest 1-2hrs a day. PCT maybe 1-2d a few hours / 7days, then gone. maybe 4hrs maybe worse after eating/ i don't know. anyways no need to go super ocd. i probably only tripped because remembering holyhead etc on PH. I remember convos from like 2,3, 10, 15 yrs ago sometimes randomly, even things I read.
 
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Been going through a big downswing more than anything. Reality kind of hit me I guess. I took a break today from the supps. I was convinced to quit yesterday and this morning. But it could be I am dumping a lot of metals and this causes me to worry and quit. Would be a shame to throw away the whole cycle. So I will keep going.
 

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Been going through a big downswing more than anything. Reality kind of hit me I guess. I took a break today from the supps. I was convinced to quit yesterday and this morning. But it could be I am dumping a lot of metals and this causes me to worry and quit. Would be a shame to throw away the whole cycle. So I will keep going.

if you are dumping copper as you say , it wont be pretty. If next hairtest copper goes down again. then it is not a dump but if UP, it can continue for months.

I had seen it go as high as 160s
 

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Doing pretty well on this cycle now. Only negative is dizziness, lack of appetite on some days and sometimes bad sleep. Also feel weak in the gym. Mentally I am more stable and feel better but I am weak in the gym and have no drive to go hard in the gym. It's kind of hard to let that go for now. I had a lot of pride in my physique. I am not sure if I am able to hold on to it at this point. I keep training of course but the weights are going down. I am going to focus on maintaining what I have. Maybe when it is closer to the summer attempt to get my muscular back. Right now I don't care except to heal. Once healed I know I can get my muscles back in 2-3 months.
 

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--Some may disagree, but I think it's important to remember we're all different, and personally with any health issue I've had only adhering to strict schedules made me sick, i..e forcing "finasteride will work in 6mo a year 1.5yrs", "it takes 6-20 weeks for effexor xr to work", all those things destroyed me.
-alternate day fasting, lithium on and off, dexedrine on and off, choline, randro 4andro high dose then med dose then high and pct high dose then off then low med dose, all that stuff helped me. then again i'm quite random, so maybe i just do things like that through no real modicum of control , but rather it's just me.
-obviously some things and a lot of things you need to just push through like weights with a slight pain (not sharp stabbing pain), or water fasting 20-50 days. etc, etc.
--but like work with no idea and horrid brain fog, gotta take time off and water fast (unless 6'6 100lb or sick with something far worse than pfs (which can be quite a bitch)).
 

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Doing pretty well.

- Small windows of libido on the cycle. Especially in upswings. Not a high libido but some sex drive.
- Less moodswings
- No depression, some sadness/melancholic feeling from time to time
- Sleep good
- Appetite good
- Digestion is good
- Stool looks good, maybe a bit lighter than normal still
- Earworms (music in my head a lot)

Had some weird shit happening yesterday. A fitness girl in the gym got really aggressive/angry to me. Like throwing weights around/dropping the weights hard close to me, walking around with her chest puffed out. Like she was a male and wanted to intimidate me. Also in the forest a dog kept barking at me, running after me for 15 minutes. Did not bite or anything just barking constantly - even ignoring his owner.

I don't know maybe this is normal. But I experienced it as a weird day. Random stuff happening.
 

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that bitch sounds like a real alpha tranny
should have played it cool bro. @RebelWithACause and gotten her to take pics, so you could profiteer off the fin tranny community. they usually like big clit energy/aggressive mannish women.
 

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that bitch sounds like a real alpha tranny
should have played it cool bro. @RebelWithACause and gotten her to take pics, so you could profiteer off the fin tranny community. they usually like big clit energy/aggressive mannish women.
BC2018 would of loved her. A Strong Independent Woman™.

I thought she just wanted to have sex and couldn't contain her excitement. Then the dog started barking 15 minutes straight acting like I was a terrorist and I thought it could of possibly been me.
 

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i was obviously going to say the same thing, but too easy and didn't want everyone to cry and then dx me with things that are over their heads.
typical emotional terrorist/woman @RebelWithACause - future social justice warrior, likely wants to move to canada or the states, where she'll later join isis. seen it thousands of times before. circle of life for such heinous godless wildabeasts.

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Doing pretty well.

- Small windows of libido on the cycle. Especially in upswings. Not a high libido but some sex drive.
- Less moodswings
- No depression, some sadness/melancholic feeling from time to time
- Sleep good
- Appetite good
- Digestion is good
- Stool looks good, maybe a bit lighter than normal still
- Earworms (music in my head a lot)

Had some weird shit happening yesterday. A fitness girl in the gym got really aggressive/angry to me. Like throwing weights around/dropping the weights hard close to me, walking around with her chest puffed out. Like she was a male and wanted to intimidate me. Also in the forest a dog kept barking at me, running after me for 15 minutes. Did not bite or anything just barking constantly - even ignoring his owner.

I don't know maybe this is normal. But I experienced it as a weird day. Random stuff happening.
No not normal. You must be giving off some kind of energy that is making these animals angry haha