PFS effected how people see you?

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If I could return to the month I got pfs I would do everything differently. It's a shame only wimps take Fin because it would be interesting to see what happens when a real man discovers everything has been taken from him, and how he would react.

I'm not smart like I once thought I was when I was young because if you're smart you don't need have a second or third try at life to make smart decisions.
 
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DUDE. some great posts up there @RebelWithACause - straight from the heart.
-->"my best friends treated me like scum of the Earth" --FUCK them. You deserve better. Trust No 1. MPR. People = a liability.
-->"Men are territorial". True, only smile to get things from people or to tone down the tension (that usually I create or am somehow apart of). -i mean frds family gf etc smile i guess.
--> You'll be dead sexy 100% of the time, keep TEI up. AND yes, CHI is correct, avoiding the fucking mirror is key. I think I ignored face throughout most of 240d on randro/4andro or 170d whatever it was it was long, bc proper pct was 150d+++ if not 200. it was long.
-->also in our communist countries, you could break both arms, get a scar across face and still be better / more masculine than 99% of these douchebags. wear a pink shirt, still. people are mostly animals, bred to be controlled.
--> a smirk helps. they don't deserve my smile. only my wrath.
--> Also re: your whining here and there. Not much at all. You seem pretty stoic bro. haha. When i first read your log and 2 more I was like wtf, this guy's like 24 or whatever and 7'0 lifting 400 500lb i was like wtf?? but ya man, stoicness is good but lets not be too too stoic/ same with all emotions. love is good obsessive love is not. anger fine, killing a bunch of ppl not fine. etc.

-Notable: mania one year, pssd, pfs, tons of school issues, rebuilding TONS of muscle/cutting tons of fat (childhood/ early teens) / quitting TONS of substances, made me SEE PEOPLE for what they are - mostly weak, but also mostly the same. there are differences, but most people aren't worth love, time, energy. some are great magnificent little unicorns . but not most.
--People abandoning me/ treating me badly/ saying I fucked my entire life up ---> made me stronger and fucking surpass all of them. Also betrayals. So much betrayal!!
--Everyday they reveal more and more of their trashiness, and I get stronger and better and more. So fuck all of em.

--Those that weren't there for me when totally fucked on Effexor, rebuilding life. And there again to talk shyt some of them due to PFS. They don't deserve me now. Winning. Nor the future me. They deserve silence and sometimes worse.

--Ignore everyone and everything that stands in your way, including negative self-talk. Rid yourself of all obstacles. And win at all costs.
--Full sociopath mode = results.

--Still a good guy. A fucking great guy. Also, didn't mean to sound somewhat cynical above. I'm a realist.

--Summary: If they weren't there for me when dying/at my worst, they don't deserve me now. Live for you, and ppl that matter. Some good ppl out there/ but minority.
Even if it's the majority, what does it matter. No one cares in this world/is too busy. Need to live on your terms and be healthy happy successful whatever matters to you.
--People = 99.9999% trick ass hoes.
--Note: More or less didn't like people pre effexor either, or pre accutane. As an adult, you lose patience.
 
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If I could return to the month I got pfs I would do everything differently. It's a shame only wimps take Fin because it would be interesting to see what happens when a real man discovers everything has been taken from him, and how he would react.

I'm not smart like I once thought I was when I was young because if you're smart you don't need have a second or third try at life to make smart decisions.
You think noone makes mistakes?

We were unlucky to go bald young from bad diet, bad habits mother (toxic metals) and sometimes trauma's/extreme stress. Genetics might play a role as well.

IT is in man's genes ESP if you are somewhat smart to find a solution. I genuinely thoughts finasteride was a solution. I was aware of the risks.

The solution to PFS is going on one of the protocols and stop this woe is me attitude.
 

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IT is in man's genes ESP if you are somewhat smart to find a solution. I genuinely thoughts finasteride was a solution. I was aware of the risks.
That's so stupid thinking a pill is your solution I already knew what caused baldness when I was a teen it's lack of sex.

We all saw the guy we didn't want to become who can't get sex so he loses his hair, and then he can't get sex because he's bald, and he's weaker and with lower energy than when he had hair because hair is a visible symptom of a bigger hidden problem, and the only way he can get higher testosterone is by getting sex but he can't get that while being bald and weak, so his aging is accelerated and getting old is another physical form of emasculation. I couldn't get sex in my situation so I went bald.
 
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Irregular sex would help but isn't enough but the worst is porn and masturbation. Celibacy is the only healthy alternative to getting regular sex.

And once I got pfs it was too late to do anything my hair follicles felt dead and my hair began receding decades faster than it would have had I never taken Fin and if I ejaculated it would be like 10% less hair the next morning and it's been like that since the month I got pfs.
 

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That's so stupid thinking a pill is your solution I already knew what caused baldness when I was a teen it's lack of sex.

We all saw the guy we didn't want to become who can't get sex so he loses his hair, and then he can't get sex because he's bald, and he's weaker and with lower energy than when he had hair because hair is a visible symptom of a bigger hidden problem, and the only way he can get higher testosterone is by getting sex but he can't get that while being bald and weak, so his aging is accelerated and getting old is another physical form of emasculation. I couldn't get sex in my situation so I went bald.
That's a hilarious view of life XD
 

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That's a hilarious view of life XD
Men suffering around the world generation after generation isn't funny and they are needlessly suffering because they weren't told how the body works. If you don't get your life sorted by about 19 maybe much earlier and play sports regularly and have a stable girlfriend you are setting yourself up for anxiety, pornography use and balding in college and a life much worse than the one you could have had. I knew all this and I still didn't manage on time because I wasn't willing to cut things out of my life.
 
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not sure what drugs you're on @BC2018, but i had 11/10 hair as a virgin. actually losing hair my hair improved and i had sex. better hair 24 25 than 20. 18 sick hair tho. (late bloomer/ i was saving myself for marriage as per the holy ordinance). only lost hair noticably due to psyche meds that most here are too soy to be allowed to fuck with. + genetic hair loss + telogen effluvium AT THE SAME TIME + lots of other non hair related events.
 
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I'm talking about the average horny young man here who needs sex to slow down balding and lower stress. Chastity allows you to keep your hair even teenage hairline but a virgin who wanks daily or has sexual thoughts throughout the day isn't chaste is he. That's why you have 16 year olds balding which is more common now than ever.
 

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“Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces.
 

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I'm talking about the average horny young man here who needs sex to slow down balding and lower stress. Chastity allows you to keep your hair even teenage hairline but a virgin who wanks daily or has sexual thoughts throughout the day isn't chaste is he. That's why you have 16 year olds balding which is more common now than ever.
for those 16 y old guys, solution is simple. their cortisol is high and their dht is high. so they just need NaCl (it may be stilt, but it will work) + low intake of sugar + and more fats. Adhd solved, balding solved, family problem etc. Simple, but no one will be awarded nobel prize since it's not profitable.
Anyway people suggest for hair growth, onion juice for 30-40min and then rinse it.

Balding is often sign of poor circulation between your head/neck veins and rest of body, if you only can make MRV to find this out... And even if you can and you are from USA you shoulb be careful for contrast gadolinium, your gadolinium version is much more able to do harm. Maybe start from USG scan of neck veins?
Maybe Netherland guys can make it ? In EU gadolinium contrast is obligatory in safer type, but still thee is a risk.
 

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Does anyone feel like a crazy or mentally ill person from pfs?

The androgen deficiency and depression that it's caused me makes me feel drunk around the clock. When people are dealing with me they can see I'm not all there like I've given up on life and I'm ready to die homeless, that's the impression I give them. The first side I noticed from the crash was losing the feeling of being grounded, I miss that feeling so much. Since that week it feels like I'm oxygen deprived or on an alien planet.
 

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Does anyone feel like a crazy or mentally ill person from pfs?

The androgen deficiency and depression that it's caused me makes me feel drunk around the clock. When people are dealing with me they can see I'm not all there like I've given up on life and I'm ready to die homeless, that's the impression I give them. The first side I noticed from the crash was losing the feeling of being grounded, I miss that feeling so much. Since that week it feels like I'm oxygen deprived or on an alien planet.
I have said multiple times now you need to go on TEI or cdsnuts and start getting better. You don't listen and keep posting stuff. Not sure what your goal is with that.

I was in your position my friend. I was going insane.

Stole stuff from stores, got into contact with the police a few times, thought about suicide a lot, lost most of my social life/friends b/c I was unable to socialise/talk/think properly, lost the girls I was with, lost almost all muscle, got rage against people all the time, anxiety 24/7, violent fantasies/wanting to harm people who disrespected me, vision was almost 100% blurry, fatigue, people disrespecting me constantly (probably b/c I was not respectful to them), insomnia, feeling of inferiority, fears of the world ending, paranoia, no libido, no erections, etcetera.

If you go to a mental therapist with these symptoms he will lock you up in a mental ward. No doubt.

I thought I was finished but I always knew I was not crazy. My normal personality was inside but constantly influenced by anxiety, rage, etc. B/c before finasteride I was a fairly good guy in character and my vision on life. I had my issues but nothing like that where I could not function.

And most people experience stuff like this from medium to severe. It is the norm in PFS. So your story and my story are not a special case and they can be solved.

I have none of those mental issues anymore. Still have some brainfog and remaining sexual issues but nothing crazy like it was.

So go on TEI or cdsnuts. Make a choice.

In the end it is about getting better. That is the goal here. The documentation of symptoms...at this point we have seen them all I think.
 

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Stole stuff from stores, got into contact with the police a few times
How do you explain the guilt that comes with the crash? Security guards would assume I was a shoplifter, store managers would follow me around while I was a loyal customer, cops would want to arrest me based on my appearance but I hadn't done anything because the energy I was giving out was that of a sick criminal.

When you're young masturbation and porn causes guilt because you're doing damage to yourself well pfs was like I ejaculated dozens of times in one day, everyday, though I hadn't. And a person who commits crimes against himself is just as willing to steal and just as likely doesn't have a job so its natural for people to make that connection.
 

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How do you explain the guilt that comes with the crash? Security guards would assume I was a shoplifter, store managers would follow me around while I was a loyal customer, cops would want to arrest me based on my appearance but I hadn't done anything because the energy I was giving out was that of a sick criminal.

When you're young masturbation and porn causes guilt because you're doing damage to yourself well pfs was like I ejaculated dozens of times in one day, everyday, though I hadn't. And a person who commits crimes against himself is just as willing to steal and just as likely doesn't have a job so its natural for people to make that connection.
You feel shame BC you are weak in the mind and body. I mean that literally. You are easy prey and a man is supposed to be manly masculine and especislly STRONG. Also you probably give off a weirdo/creep vibe. And you look like An easy target. Predatory people go for weak people. They dont go for other predators AKA strong looking people BC they have the potential to get their ass kicked.

IT is part of being sick/weakened.

I went through the same.

So start strengthening yourself again w/ one of the protocols.
 

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i agree with rwac. as a baby or toddler i was fine but one or 2 yrs 13 to 20 people saw me slightly weak so i became a predator. a bit later a predator drone. all i know is destruction. no one fucks w me because they know i will exsanguinate them. 99 visible vains on arms. cuts all over, and a strong voice, dressing nicely, and not being a little bitch boy helps. anyone wants to say something soy about that, you're on ignore anyways.
 

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90% sx cured/ water fasting. not here to help soycucks. bc you suck. havent read anything you said to be honest. i find you and your toilet friends (soynature and diffi) to be reprehensible and stupid beyond comprehension. so go fuck yourself and have a nice life. sentence that is.