Thank you friend. Once PFS is beat I'll find love again. Wish it was her, we were talking marriage and kids, but she panicked and nowadays (unlike before PFS) the default manliness and logic and 'solidness' you have as a guy just wasn't there. Just the PFS fog. She's amazing, nobody like her, and now she's gone forever. I'm sad, but one day I'll heal and this too shall pass etc.
Thanks again though, that was nice of you to reach out there.